I'm a Pastor's Wife? What?!

When my husband announced that he planned to take a church as the head pastor, my initial reaction was: What? I can’t be a Pastor’s wife! Now, wouldn’t it be nice if that story continued with: “Now my husband has been a pastor for ten years, and I am finally fitting into my role as a pastor’s wife”? Well, unfortunately that’s not how my story goes. My husband has only been a pastor for two years, and I am nowhere close to fitting into my role as a pastor’s wife, but I wanted to share with you our struggles, my struggles, our victories, our tears and our triumphs, and maybe even a few laughs. Hopefully this will encourage you, uplift you, make you feel better about yourself, or just let you know that there is someone else out there who is having a hard time with this whole “being-a-godly-wife thing.”



Saturday, June 1, 2013

Mr. Preacher and Zombies

Original Entry: November 11, 2012


THE Church is dead, filled with greedy, monstrous zombies. The Living dead - greedy, wanting to fill their own bellies with what pleases them regardless of who or what stands in the way. They will devour whomever they please. They sit, mindlessly and heartlessly, in rows of identical seats. They gage their spirituality on how they feel at the moment. Are their bellies full? Did Mr. Preacher make them feel good, get their dead minds tickled a little? Did Mr. Preacher hit the nail on the head for Ms. Gossip on the third row? Because we all know she really needs to hear it?


HOW can we call this church? I do not believe this is what God intended when He designed the church. Church has become an emotional meat factory for mindless, “spiritual” zombies. They come in, get their fill of preaching and emotional highs, they mindlessly eat the meat prepared for them at church, then go home and feast on rotten flesh and call themselves “alive.” They move listlessly through life. They claim to be spiritual leaders; some are even deacons or elders or youth pastors or missionaries, but they are the walking dead, reeking of the rotten flesh that reaches to their very souls. It is sad to say that the plague of zombies has not been confined to the everyday church-goer. It has spread and rooted itself deeply into our churches. Believers and unbelievers alike should be able to walk into a church and feel the love of God and see the truth of the Gospel, but instead they feel the coldness, the death, the stench of rotting flesh as our church-goers wander the halls avoiding those spiritual conversations that will reveal their dead and rotting souls, as they prey on the visitors with judgement and condemnation. 
WHAT can be done? Something must be done. Either rid the church of the dead and dying, or pray for a church-wide resurrection. I’m not sure, but something must be done because God’s church is dying.  


1 comment:

  1. True this! We are all guilty of gorging outselves on a Sunday sermon, then going to work on Monday already rotting (and rotten) on the inside, unchanged, unchallenged, unloving...

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